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guttering
"I wrote a song for you today while I was sitting in my room. I did not think that it would be a song that you would hear, but when I played it in my head I made you re-appear." --Saul Williams
When I've been listening to Pat's songs, I think that John should be hearing them. He was such a supportive friend in terms of music, writing, art.
But, he's not going to hear them. And whose fault that is depends on whose side of the story you listen to. I don't think I can be held totally responsible for things I did when I was very sick in the head.
"Then my head fell apart. And where the fuck where you?" --NIN
He is missing out on all the good stuff. Everyone is. No one has the patience I do. Patience of a fucking saint.
Hope he is happy. Really. Happy. Everyone. Happy.
3:59 PM - Friday, Jul. 03, 2009
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